Dia Hero Saya

Dah lama tak upload,
heheh, selama ni upload dalam kepala otak jer..
byk betul idea nk upload blog, tapi..well kept in my mind jer..

Seperti selalu, June adalah bulan kasih sayang kami sekeluarga
Hahah, tahun lepas, Bulan kasih sayang kami telah ^menghasilkan^
Nur Aida bt Mohd Farid....

Walaupun suasana skrg berbeza...
Kami sangat happy dgn apa yg kami ade skrg...

Dengan berkat doa n rahmat dr Allah swt,
Sy amat bersyukur adanya seorg hero yg selalu bersama,

He is an ordinary man with all the weakneses,
But we thank u Allah for giving us such a great man,
he is my son's best friend
My daughter's boyfriend
and my best marriage partner

Kami masih sentiasa perlukan dia utk tetap jadi hero kami..
Semoga kasih sayang ikhlas dari kami jadi teman dan doa buat dia berjaya..

what is going on now...

I never thought taht my smile will put me into debt
i never thought that my life would resovles to emptiness

i never thought that in order to live,
i have to bear so much pain,
i never thought that my innocent would stray me away from reality...

i never thought that everything's has come over me...!!!

falling..... drop.....in to uuuuuu

Think about it....
think bout the worst...bad...unfair...

think of something...
think of nothing...
think of feeling
i m still falling in to you....
drop everythings behind...
in another life... in another hope...
I'd have held him close...
I'd have known his face...


but....
While waiting his steps...
I’m living.....
I’m dreaming and I’m breathing for that
While waiting just a meaning to all that
While waiting his arms....and I draw flowers on doors....

inside my womb....

heh heh...
i m so not motivated to blog all the magical things happen inside me...

and now... i m at my 26th weeks carrying my little baby with me....

since last month i m too busy attending classess for my Kursus Asas Asuhan Kanak-kanak,
then preparing all my assignment for Ujian Amali..
huh.. having 'fun' with my boss before she when off to Perth..

18th December 2008 - The Final Exam for KAAK...

and now only i can make myself 'blogging again....

owh..... the one inside my womb has started ' dancing' around.. actively....!!

during my classes...my zzzzzzz time... and during my exam...

maybe her ears is better developed and more sensitive than before.
she may now be able to hear both my voice and her farther's as we chat with each other.
she now weighs about a pound and two-thirds and measures 14 inches (from my reading)
from head to heel.

I m still 'hunting' for her 'gender' ... still no clue..Boy or girl...?
i missed my monthly appointment yesterday because of KAAK exam...
perhaps next week i can see u tru ultrasound...
mak & ayah want to 'see' u.....

Peace.... in my soul

A hug is a wonderful gift to share,
a way to show each other that we care
There is so much a hug is able to do,
When u feel those arms, holding you..

It is a place to feel safe and warm,
a comfort for sad heart that is torn.
An extension of the love in our heart,
for ones who we wish, never to be apart.

A greeting when we meet to say hello,
or to say goodbye when we have to go.
It can hold us up when life gets us down,
and make us smile, instead of frown.

A hug can be given for no reason at all,
and given to those, both big and small.
We're never too old to feel the joy it brings,
as it is one of life's.. most pleasing things.

And for all of this beauty, a hug is free...
costs nothing.. and yet means so much to me.
We should all hug another to show we care,
for to feel a warm hug, nothing can compare....

As i could see many of my friends, left this feeling behind their life...
life is for everybody & everybody live for a life...
cherish the love we have...

My love, my heart, my life

Love is a many splendored thing, they say,And I believe it when you looked my way,Out of the blue, things seemed to happenBy chance or destiny, is the question.Living my life so long, without knowing your existence,Then came a day we felt each others presence,Guess what's meant to be will always find a way,Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.A love so exquisite, yet so intricate, In a world of only "you and I"A love we can't even demonstrate,A secret we have to keep for life.I love you, honey, and its from my heart,I hope you know that youre no beggar from the start,You make me fly without wings,You make my heart wants to sing....Every moment I spent with you,Is every one of my dreams coming true,More than words, I want to show you how I feel,Someday, some place, sometime, I will.Love is a journey for two,Step by step, me and you,The future we can't see,Let love lead the way for you and me