Adam and Ayah pre celebration

I m still in running here n there this 2 weeks, but I knew family come first
I had to leave my house at 6.30am,left adam on the bed.

Today we when out 4 dinner, I m looking for some stuff for the party too.
I bought small cake for both of them..

It is not a 'money can buy anything' issue,
It is a loves from me to both of them.

Muhammad Adam on his 365 days

Today is Muhammad Adam's 1st Birthday.
I m taking him with me to cyberjaya.
He seem enjoyed the new school..

Other than pray and syukur to Allah s.w.t
I've make my promise to him, not to leave him on his birthday and sing only a birthday song to him.

he like the song..
Maybe he might not understand the meaning and how people dedicate the song to him

Other than the party preparation,
The love, all secure.. and ensure his full developments
I don't have any idea on what would be the best gift for his birthday.
What I know I kuv u Adam, mak really luv u..

a day in cyberjaya..

Sejak malam tapi hidup penuh emosi dan sensitif,
Sampai rumah jam 9.30pm
Adam dah tido..
Mr Husband tgh lepak2

Ini baru satu hari balik lambat.
What is 3 bulan hari2 balik lambat?

Adam kenal mak dier lagi tak?

Rumah saya terurus tak?

Makan pakai keluarga saya terbiar tak?

Adam saya dapat fresh home food everyday tak?

Sangat melampau kah fikiran saya sekarang?

Saya sangat tertekan secara emosi dengan perubahan yg akan berlaku.

Walaupun famili saya kecil (mr husband/mrs wife/mr adam)
Saya sangat sayang famili saya.
Saya tk boleh berpisah dgb sesiapa dari mereka.

never been to Ipoh

Out of sudden, Mr husband had to attend one event in ipoh..
He asked me to accompany him, ok jer la kan..



Adam the most happier boy...

what is going on now...

I never thought taht my smile will put me into debt
i never thought that my life would resovles to emptiness

i never thought that in order to live,
i have to bear so much pain,
i never thought that my innocent would stray me away from reality...

i never thought that everything's has come over me...!!!

March Again...

Sangat la, satu minggu... hampir ker minggu yg seterusnya..

saya sangat 'sibuk' with all my life, family and family again,

Maulidur Rasul kali ini agak kurang memberi saya kesan untuk menghayati
hari keputraan nabi Muhammad s.a.w ...

last 2 years, 2008 saya warded due to miscarriage, 18th March 2008
last year, 2009 saya warded due to c-ser for Adam, 19th March 2009,
this year, 2010 saya meyibuk-yibukkan diri si majlis perkahwinan adik sepupu saya
Noorazwin Salim & Satar Hassan, di Cheras Bandar Tun Razak.

dia antara cousin pompuan yg paling rapat selain Liza & siti (adik saya)
teringat zaman kecik2 dulu, kalau pakai baju pun fesyen ala2 sama gitu...
Tk byk pn yg mampu di bantu, just tolong awin (nama manja cousin saya) siapkan
hantaran dia, fuh... sentuhan mengunakan bunga hiduo a.k.a fresh flower..
Harap Awin puas hati la dengan touch up yg tk seberapa tu kan..
masih amatur lagi... tapi saya puji pilihan awin yg mahukan tema hijau ..
sangat lembut tetapi menarik...

Jumaat, Majlis Nikah,
Malam Jumaat Majlis Berinai, Sabtu Hari Persandingan mereka..
Walaupun, event dalam dewan besar ber kipas bagai.. cuaca mmg panas kan...

Ahad pagi, Majlis Pertunangan sepupu saya yg berkerja di Sabah
abg aloi a.k.a org yg paling rapat dgn saya sewaktu zaman kanak-kanak,
dia dah saya anggap seperti abang saya sendiri, walaupun berstatus cousin..
lagipun, semua cousin saya anggap seperti adik-beradik, supaya saya punya rase
sama seperti org yg punya ramai adik beradik, maklum la purata kami cousin2 ni
mmg mempunyai adik beradik yg paling maximum dua = 2 jer..

Saya seronok sebenarnya dapat berkumpul sekali sekala, selain time raya jer kan..
lepas ni raya lagi ramai la yg 'absent' kat kg, sebab ader reason = balik beraya di rumah mak mertua..hahahha what a life...

sejak balik dari 3 hari du hujung minggu yg sibuk itu,
adam....
Adam kena demam merah..a.k.a campak tapi bukan jenis yg mcm selalu kita tgk tu..
pelik nyer dier merah2 mcm ruam satu badan...
mlm selasa, saya rase tak sedap hati tgk keadaan dier yg makin serius....'
calamine lotion tak membantu, ubat allergy pun tk membantu...
jam 10.10 min mlm, saya request kat Mr Husband nk balik Muar...
di saat itu, saya terpikirkan mummy... itu la sumber rujukan saya..
tapi waktu tu, saya betul2 perlu seorg ibu di sisi...
Nasib baik Mr Husband setuju...

jam 1. pagi saya sampai..

So far selepas seminggu saya habiskan waktu bersama Adam,
merawat Adam dengan cara traditional - bukan bomoh2 eh...
saya rase confident balik KL semula ... bawa Adam bersama..
walaupun, belum sembuh sepenuhnya...
saya Berdoa Adam akan cepat pulih seperti sebelum nyer...
mungkin kah sebelum tarikh hari lahirnyer yg pertama...
Insya'Allah, semoga Allah s.w.t mendengar doa saya...

when adam want to be a blogger too...

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