The moment comes...

I was drawn in my own happiness,
I'm a loser in my own game,
I'm a failure in my own challenges,
I missed my episode..
I lost my strength...
I wanna have everything...
with all my smile & laughter,
with all my hopes and needs,
But, I'm not that lucky enough.. didn't I?

Because..
I can't catch all that in one hand....
I know its not going to be mine....somehow
But I almost forgot one thing...
its not the time for me yet.... perhaps,
am I not deserve to have this?..
what i gotta do, when...

Its not the time yet......
Still standing ..

Adat hidup manusia..

Adat manusia,
Yang memasak, tak selalunya makan,
yang memanggil , tak selalunya dipanggil,
yang mendengar, tak selalunya di dengari,
yang ceria, tak selalunya di rai,
yang suka, tak selalunya di sukai,
yang ingat , tak selalunya diingati...

Adat kehidupan,
tukang kasut, tak pakai kasut,
tukang gunting tak terurus rambutnya,
tukang jahit, tak siap bajunya,
tukang kayu, tak berumah sendiri,
tukang mekap, tak secantik solekannya,
sebab...
mereka sibuk untuk urusan manusia lain..
bila pula tiba saat dan ketika memikirkan diri sendiri...

Begining today..

Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday,
It is in the past & the past will never change.
Only I can change by choosing to do so..

Beginning today, I will no longer worry about tomorrow,
Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it.
But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without 1st making the most of today.

I will look in the mirror & I will see a person worthy of my respect & admiration.
This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with
And someone I would like to get to know better..

I will cherish each moment of my life..
I value the gift bestowed upon me in this world and
I will unselfishly share this gift with other….

I will take a moment to step of the beaten path
& to revel in the mysteries I encounter,
I will face challenges with courage and determination.

I will overcome what barriers there may be
Which hinder my quest for growth and self improvement

I will take life one day at a time,
One step at a time, discouragement will not be allowed to taint
my positive self-image, my desire to succeed or my capacity to love…

I will walk with renewed faith in human kindness,
Regardless of what has gone before…
I believe there is hope for brighter and better future…

I will open my mind & heart,
I will welcome new experience,
I will meet new people
I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else..
Perfection does not exist in an imperfect world.
But I will applaud the effort to overcome human foibles..

I am responsible for my own happiness
And I will do things that make me happy,
Admire the beautiful wonders of nature,
Listen to my favorite’s music,
Pet a kitten or soak a bubble bath…
Pleasure can be found in the most simple of gestures.

I will learn something new,
I will try something different,
I will appreciate all various flavors life has to offer,
I will change what I can & the rest I will let go….
I will strive to become the best me…
I can possibly be…