f....r....i....e....n.....d.....s.....

i’m selfish,

impatient and a little insecure…

i make mistakes,

i m out of control and at times hard to handle…

but.. if you cant handle me...at my worst..

then u sure as hell u dont deserve me at my best…

before i tried....

but....Thank you friend…

around the KLCC and Putra Hotel...

this is what happen tru' out my 4th - 7th October....

had a not so called celebrate my birthday at KLCC before check in @ Putra KL
than the night begin with job to be done again...

so by the event date, everything must in order, should be in order, have to be in order and many more to be in order la....



finish with event half day, when to KLCC with sheena...





and this is mine...

trying to have some 'refreshment' for my so called October baby...
trying to find my own satisfaction while still in the job...
after the sunset, i still can see my son back...
he may not knowing that he was in the Hotel for 3 nite...
but he still xploring the environment & the people there.. energetic n fun to be with...

While i m trying to be the so called photographer for the event..ahaks... can it be??
far behind the skill....but at least i tried...

basically it is just the 4th day of October 2009...

Basically it is just like any other day in a year..
it is just a day in a months...
nothing much differ.. except numbers... last year... and this year...
that is all.

it is just me myself recognize that today should be special to me...
and again why? it is just a day...

Thanks Adam... for ur smile this morning... i knew it is also just another routine for you to give me a smile every morning...
and this year i m celebrating my 28th years of living with Allah's bless as a mother to Adam...Syukur..Alhamdulillah....

it is worth remembering its your birthday inside you...
never expect any from others... because it it just a day to remember that you was born.. not others...

Happy Birthday to me.....

homemaker for the weekend...

hah.. Its saturday..
here come the homemaker for weekend job..
basuh baju.. kemas rumah... cuci toilet..
tukar cadar baru.. etc etc...

Mood Malas...and kawin2 mood...

It just turn to the 2nd day of October 2009... the 2nd day of this month which is just stated..
most of people here is waiting for the next pay day... owh... 30th....

so still waiting...

Yesterday spent dinner time at Tesco Ampang, mr Husband has a special 'mission' to help his brother there... while waiting.. nothing interest me most....

except the 'one n only orange kurung modern' i saw last week at the same place...
staring at it... quite for a 'moment'.... wishing and wondering how do i look with that most desire color.... and last...end up not to buy... due to mr husband's promise... ok la.. next time okey...
or maybe next raya?... hah... lama lagi yer...

sometimes its hard to explain our 'niat' to help and giving some ideas...
worse come to worse u will be the most hated one... once u open ur mouth..
life, marriage is a long jurney and it is not always the same with the others...
u & i may be walking along the same road, but life never promise u will be the same as u expect..

and what a world without a challenges... tears.. laughter..
just live the life...perhaps it makes us feels better...
and i m not afraid to try again n again... With Allah's bless....

to my dear brother in laws, happy wedding...
i m nothing to ur life as it begin, but will always be there for reference perhaps..
i m nothing compared to ur love one... but u r part of my life after all...
wish u all the very best in ur marriage life...

< mr husband & i already have a nice baju for ur wedding day, poor adam.... where to find purple shirt for boys....;( >

as always...

Life.... as always.. full of 'making choices' around u...
and today i woke up late, due to last nite movie..
and when i open my eyes, see my husband was enjoying the moment with adam...
so sweet... gud morning dear... as always adam never ever frustrated me with his 1st smile every morning...

and just like always... am preparing adam's food to taska, his stuff..
and then my self ready for again...to office..

and as always having breakfast with my best ever colleague at D'Maju...
with the hope another happy mood for today...

and as always...
people in office sometimes, never understand that what is more than responsibility of their jobs and function... and yet putting the 'finger' to someones else...
Good for that, but please don't keep up that 'good' work... u will be label as the worse/cursed/stupid/most hated by others...

and another part ii love working with those who can really tolerate, negotiate and easy to deal with...

waiting for time to be at 6.pm then as always i'll see adam again...