The moment comes...

I was drawn in my own happiness,
I'm a loser in my own game,
I'm a failure in my own challenges,
I missed my episode..
I lost my strength...
I wanna have everything...
with all my smile & laughter,
with all my hopes and needs,
But, I'm not that lucky enough.. didn't I?

Because..
I can't catch all that in one hand....
I know its not going to be mine....somehow
But I almost forgot one thing...
its not the time for me yet.... perhaps,
am I not deserve to have this?..
what i gotta do, when...

Its not the time yet......
Still standing ..

Adat hidup manusia..

Adat manusia,
Yang memasak, tak selalunya makan,
yang memanggil , tak selalunya dipanggil,
yang mendengar, tak selalunya di dengari,
yang ceria, tak selalunya di rai,
yang suka, tak selalunya di sukai,
yang ingat , tak selalunya diingati...

Adat kehidupan,
tukang kasut, tak pakai kasut,
tukang gunting tak terurus rambutnya,
tukang jahit, tak siap bajunya,
tukang kayu, tak berumah sendiri,
tukang mekap, tak secantik solekannya,
sebab...
mereka sibuk untuk urusan manusia lain..
bila pula tiba saat dan ketika memikirkan diri sendiri...

Begining today..

Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday,
It is in the past & the past will never change.
Only I can change by choosing to do so..

Beginning today, I will no longer worry about tomorrow,
Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it.
But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without 1st making the most of today.

I will look in the mirror & I will see a person worthy of my respect & admiration.
This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with
And someone I would like to get to know better..

I will cherish each moment of my life..
I value the gift bestowed upon me in this world and
I will unselfishly share this gift with other….

I will take a moment to step of the beaten path
& to revel in the mysteries I encounter,
I will face challenges with courage and determination.

I will overcome what barriers there may be
Which hinder my quest for growth and self improvement

I will take life one day at a time,
One step at a time, discouragement will not be allowed to taint
my positive self-image, my desire to succeed or my capacity to love…

I will walk with renewed faith in human kindness,
Regardless of what has gone before…
I believe there is hope for brighter and better future…

I will open my mind & heart,
I will welcome new experience,
I will meet new people
I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else..
Perfection does not exist in an imperfect world.
But I will applaud the effort to overcome human foibles..

I am responsible for my own happiness
And I will do things that make me happy,
Admire the beautiful wonders of nature,
Listen to my favorite’s music,
Pet a kitten or soak a bubble bath…
Pleasure can be found in the most simple of gestures.

I will learn something new,
I will try something different,
I will appreciate all various flavors life has to offer,
I will change what I can & the rest I will let go….
I will strive to become the best me…
I can possibly be…

Peace.... in my soul

A hug is a wonderful gift to share,
a way to show each other that we care
There is so much a hug is able to do,
When u feel those arms, holding you..

It is a place to feel safe and warm,
a comfort for sad heart that is torn.
An extension of the love in our heart,
for ones who we wish, never to be apart.

A greeting when we meet to say hello,
or to say goodbye when we have to go.
It can hold us up when life gets us down,
and make us smile, instead of frown.

A hug can be given for no reason at all,
and given to those, both big and small.
We're never too old to feel the joy it brings,
as it is one of life's.. most pleasing things.

And for all of this beauty, a hug is free...
costs nothing.. and yet means so much to me.
We should all hug another to show we care,
for to feel a warm hug, nothing can compare....

As i could see many of my friends, left this feeling behind their life...
life is for everybody & everybody live for a life...
cherish the love we have...

My dear Friends

The sun slowly lowers in the western sky,
as sadly to my dear friend,
I bid farewell and goodbye.... Should I ?
Who decides the time we have to live,
mature and grow,
and who decides the time when we have to say,
"It is now I must go"?
For many a year I have lived upon this planet called Earth,
a journey of friendship, love, tears and a child's wondrous birth.
I have followed my heart and treated all men equal and fair,
and yes many a time that cross has been difficult to bear.

Good friends have helped me through these long,
sometimes lonely years,
and with each of their passing I can't help but shed for them some of my tears...
I feel sadness and immense bittersweet sorrow.....,
to know that from today I'll never see my friend in the morrow just because of one single misunderstanding....
I am however grateful for one thing on this sad and bleak day,
of that we were good friends for many a fine day.
So go with good speed to that place upon high....,
and join those I love dearly who have already passed me by.
I know not when I will join you and one day it must be,
but until then your memory will stay alive,
forever within me..

My love, my heart, my life

Love is a many splendored thing, they say,And I believe it when you looked my way,Out of the blue, things seemed to happenBy chance or destiny, is the question.Living my life so long, without knowing your existence,Then came a day we felt each others presence,Guess what's meant to be will always find a way,Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.A love so exquisite, yet so intricate, In a world of only "you and I"A love we can't even demonstrate,A secret we have to keep for life.I love you, honey, and its from my heart,I hope you know that youre no beggar from the start,You make me fly without wings,You make my heart wants to sing....Every moment I spent with you,Is every one of my dreams coming true,More than words, I want to show you how I feel,Someday, some place, sometime, I will.Love is a journey for two,Step by step, me and you,The future we can't see,Let love lead the way for you and me