i m happy with my life but.....

Some people say it is all depend on the 'Takdir' Allah s.w.t...
some people say it is all the ' rezki' with all different people...

i know for a fact, It is so calle 'ketentuan' from the Greatest Creator Allah s.w.t
and this is why we were called ' Manusia' ..never ever had 'enough' in life..

it will be always ... 'but' here and there...

i m happy with my life to be a mama next year..
i m happy with my luvly husband and papa wanna be..
i m happy with my friends... around... supporting and caring..

but i m not so happy with my work life...
i m not happy with how i have to face my ' office environment'
too desperate to seek for fairness...
too desperate to see people respecting each human being...
too desperate to have a value as a ' staff'....

every day's pressure seen to kill my hormone..
every day's pressure seen to distract my personal life...

what is working with passionate....when we have to absorb all the pressure on us..
being forced by abnormal desire....
being forced by non professional approaches...
being forced to finish things before being yelled...

how do i absorb this when i have to 'carry' my baby with me....

inside my womb....

heh heh...
i m so not motivated to blog all the magical things happen inside me...

and now... i m at my 26th weeks carrying my little baby with me....

since last month i m too busy attending classess for my Kursus Asas Asuhan Kanak-kanak,
then preparing all my assignment for Ujian Amali..
huh.. having 'fun' with my boss before she when off to Perth..

18th December 2008 - The Final Exam for KAAK...

and now only i can make myself 'blogging again....

owh..... the one inside my womb has started ' dancing' around.. actively....!!

during my classes...my zzzzzzz time... and during my exam...

maybe her ears is better developed and more sensitive than before.
she may now be able to hear both my voice and her farther's as we chat with each other.
she now weighs about a pound and two-thirds and measures 14 inches (from my reading)
from head to heel.

I m still 'hunting' for her 'gender' ... still no clue..Boy or girl...?
i missed my monthly appointment yesterday because of KAAK exam...
perhaps next week i can see u tru ultrasound...
mak & ayah want to 'see' u.....