Tuesday, December 23, 2008

i m happy with my life but.....

Some people say it is all depend on the 'Takdir' Allah s.w.t...
some people say it is all the ' rezki' with all different people...

i know for a fact, It is so calle 'ketentuan' from the Greatest Creator Allah s.w.t
and this is why we were called ' Manusia' ..never ever had 'enough' in life..

it will be always ... 'but' here and there...

i m happy with my life to be a mama next year..
i m happy with my luvly husband and papa wanna be..
i m happy with my friends... around... supporting and caring..

but i m not so happy with my work life...
i m not happy with how i have to face my ' office environment'
too desperate to seek for fairness...
too desperate to see people respecting each human being...
too desperate to have a value as a ' staff'....

every day's pressure seen to kill my hormone..
every day's pressure seen to distract my personal life...

what is working with passionate....when we have to absorb all the pressure on us..
being forced by abnormal desire....
being forced by non professional approaches...
being forced to finish things before being yelled...

how do i absorb this when i have to 'carry' my baby with me....

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